Sorry for the delay in writting something new. Singapore updates and stories will come soon. For now, there are things on my heart that I simply need to express, despite my lack of knowledge as to who reads this blog.
I feel like I have lost a friend, for the second time. It began years ago, it was shattered years ago, resurfaced and grew into something more genuine only to have it be shattered again. And the second shattering was all in hopes that the newly established friendship could be preserved. So the question that I have is simply this: What is our friendship based on? Yes, we were kids when we first met, but things in life change and people change. Our cores stay the same, but the people and situations around us can change and alter how we react to situations and influence the chages that occur from within us. The hardest part that I am experiencing is that I know that I should continue to love on this friend, which I will do, but it will still be hard. I never really could tell if the old wounds had completely healed before they were opened again. A scar will remain; and while I will try everything within my power to help heal those wounds, which will not be easy, but quite necessary.
If, by chance, this friend is reading this, I love you and I always will. Clearly God has some purpose of bringing you into my life, not just once, but twice - once as kids, and once as adults. I have no idea what His plan is for our friendship, but I will always be there for you. An ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a friendly face to smile back at you. For now, that's all I can do and hopefully, with time, more will come. I love you, my friend, and I simply want the best for you.
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